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I'm starting to Detest school. I hate the assingments and the fact that the exams are nearing. I feel completely unprepared and not bothered. This is definately not good. Not good at all. I just want to do well enough..i need to push myslef..but how?..i'm just so sick of the same old routine.

Come back frm school.bath.down 2 cans of red bull.study.come back from school.bath.down 2 cans of red bull.study.Come back from school.bath.down 2 cans of red bull.study.Come back from school.bath.down 2 cans of redbull.study...........same shit different fraking day.

I hate this routine. And the fact that i stay 2 hours away from my school doesn't help at all. I mean yes, i love my school and the poeple in it. I'm really enjoying myself at TP. But ending a long day at school and taking 2 hours to get home really isn't peachy at all.

And the fact that on alternate days, i have to make my way to my grandmother's house is just the icing on the cake. I abhore going there. Anyone would. If it wasn't for the fact that i studied in the East where my grandmother just so happens to work, i wouldn't even bother going there,save to maybe visit her on the weekends.

I miss my girls a hell lot. I hate that school always gets in the way of me spending more time with them. It's either that or i have something less important that i am being forced to go for. Jesus Chirst.

Well basiclly right now i just lack the motivation. And i have no clue how to get motivated. Should i be worried? Hell yes. But my worry isn't going to help me get motivated. If that doesn't,what will?


....till next time fella..catch you on thr flipside..=)

i'm going to the UK baby!!...lalalala.....i'm happy...o so happy...i am so farking excited it's not even funny anymore...UK...hais...and we all know that Brit guys are so much better looking then Spore guys..no offence to whoever is reading this...it's like....

hot brit guys











Hot Spore guys..no offence again....

so i'm just really bz with school now...what with open hse and stuff..hais..and the exams are nearing...def not aa good thing...


...till next time fellas...catch you on the flipside..=)

why Hello there!..so i've been on a one month hiatus..well i've been bz....so alot has happened since the last time i blogged...

1) Natural

So the performance was great.Performing at the Victoria theatre was definately an experience..and the kids were so adorable. Working with them really opened my eyes to a lot of things..they were such joys to work with..and it thought me a lot of patience...and the Victoria theatre is hanunted people!!!...ok so most of you would probably know that but hey...its my blog and i'll say what i want...i can't believe we got a standing ovation...hais..too cool...too cool...

2) Tanya's Birthday

Meeting the girls again was the best..talking and catching up as usual..haha and the food was nice man!..especially the prawns..didn't eat much though...yes,suprise,suprise..-_-...and tani looked soo good..what with her bohemian skirt and top..her cousin Andrea is so damn funny its unbelievable..hahaa....too bad i had to leave early..as usual....damn school!....






3) Ara's x'mas party

God that day was cold!..it was raining like cats and dogs and the wind was piercing..so i made my way to Ara's..her house was so nicely done up..especially the tree..and it was warm and cosy..met her family members there..her cousin Caleb is so adorable!.and the food...Oh.My.God...her dad cooks damn damn well..specially the pork ribs..they were sweet yet a bit spicey...very very good..and obviously the company was good..Shireen came and then Kristy then Roach then tani..we played this tic-tac-toe game..quite fun...

4) Jo's Bdae

was fun...spent the night at her place...had dinner at PS cafe..omg the food was orgasmic..the flamed prwans were fresh and the cheese...jesus..the cheese was just heavenly..after dinner we made our way down to wine bar at zouk...wine was good..i actually don't really remember much about that night..i just know it was fun..i thought i was going to die..tt doesn't sound like much fun does it?..but besides my apparently near-death experience, i think it was fun..thnks tani!..

5) New Years

What can i say?..i just hope 2007 goes as quickly as it came..2006 was def a very good year for me.it was a year with a lot of firsts..i grew as a person emotinally and spirtually..and i just hope that growth doens't stop.I'm going to be 19 this year and i'm not looking forward to it at all...19...19..nineteen..9-teen...yuck i hate that number...it's so odd..haiss...i want this year to go smoothly of course and i want to do well academically.My poly years are fast coming to an end and i am afraid of what the "outside" world is like. I want not only to survive but do well when i leave. I definatley want to get my degree and pursue law.i just hope god grants me the faith,motivation,perserverance and patience..hais....

School has started and i must get serious...

...till next time fella..catch you on the flipside..=)