quintessential

hello you..

so school started today.Mixed feelings really..I'm half looking forward to the new semester,half not.Half looking forward to it because i can't wait to see what this sem has in store for me;Half not beacuse i'm dreading the projects and what not...hais..

Had conveyancing lecture today..seems like a pretty ok subject...and just like LCOM,it's a 100% course-based subject...Great!..just what i need..rahhh!!!....had Accounts after..was pretty alright too lah...I got home and slept like a fricking slob and now..i'm having difficulty going back to sleep..bloody hell..

I really have got to learn to stop being so sentimental.I feel it is this that really keeps me from letting go of the past.As much as i want to and as much as everyone around me says to,i just cannot seem to live and let live..

As much as i want to be happy for you and her (and i am ),a part of me feels so.....i don't know how to put it in words..I know it's been such a long time now,and it shouldn't come as a suprise that you've moved on..but still..when you told me yesterday,as much as i was expecting it,i was still a bit..how to say..shocked?..I guess i never really knew how much i had "moved on" until yesterday..

Argh!..i really don't know what to feel anymore..after what you told me yesterday (that you've been with her for a few months), i can't help but to think of what you told me 2 months back..now i wonder if you said that because you meant it or because you were simply trying to get back at me for what happened..

I guess i'll just have to settle for the seconed best option right?...

But all that aside,i'm just glad we're ok now..

cause some other girl has got your heart
and it's tearing me apart

...Till next time fellas....catch you on the flipside...=)