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We meet yet again my dear ladels and jelly spoons...what is up on thee?..so anyway it's update time..hahaa well nothing much has happened this past week cept on wednesday!...ah yes wednesday!..that was definately a highlight..so i met the rest of the hoe-down at tani's place for stacey's farewell slumber party after drama rehersal..got there about 9..and we all got started on a dinner of shepards pie and pizza...was yummy..then we just sat and chilled and talked and talked and talked and talked about certain issues...haha was great actually..and then soph and debo went off to sleep cause they had school in the morn..the rest of us continued just chilling away and listening to nice music..so then i decided to hit the sack at bout 4..and the rest came in later and all 7 of us squeezed onto the bed..haha i swear we were all over the place..in more ways then one..*winks*.. jo got the window bed alll to herself..

so the next day soph and debo left early for school which meant more space for the rest of us..so we woke up at round 11 and had a breakfast of eggs(courtesy of Jo) and sausages..then jo,being the good JC student she is,headed home whilest the rest of us..Ara,Tani,Stace,Roach and myself headed down to the pool and played like a bunch of kids...what with galdiator and the waddle game..haha..and of course..we took pictures!!...Ara lookes soooo hot in them...

then after,ara had to head of work so we left the pool, got back to tani's, showered and did even more chillin.. ara and roch left and then it was just tani,stace and myself..we headed down to farrer market and had our dinner/tea..whatever it is...stuffed ourselves and then i went on my way...got back and just slept..haha..so overall it was a greaat sleepover..i know it prob sounds boring how i'm describing it..but trust me..it was..hahaa..we're all gna miss stacey..alot..hais..let's just hope time will just fly...


"Aida" (Sarah Mclachaln)


Adia I do believe I failed you
Adia I know I let you down
don't you know I tried so hard
to love you in my way
it's easy let it go...

Adia I'm empty since you left me
trying to find a way to carry on
I search myself and everyone
to see where we went wrong

'cause there's no one left to finger
there's no one here to blame
there's no one left to talk to honey
and there ain't no one to buy our innocence'
cause we are born innocent
believe me Adia, we are still innocent
it's easy, we all falter
does it matter?

Adia I thought we could make it
but I know I can't change the way you feel
I leave you with your misery
a friend who won't betray

I pull you from your tower
I take away your pain
and show you all the beauty you possess
if you'd only let yourself believe that
we are born innocent

believe me Adia, we are still innocent
it's easy, we all falter, does it matter?
believe me Adia, we are still innocent'
cause we are born innocent
Adia we are still
it's easy, we all falter ... but does it matter

....till next time fellas..catch you on the flipside=)

Hello hello there my fair counterparts!...ok..so the past few days have been great..let me start with friday...so basiclly it was results day which scared the living shit out of me..i honestly couldn't sleep from wednesday night..partly cause i thought my results would be out on thursday..and since it's via sms,i got up every 10 fucking minutes to check..obviously it never came..so then friday came and i swear to god i was shitting in my pants..cause i knew for sure it was going to be that day..i got up at 8 and just couldn't go back to sleep..i was running on adrenaline..and a piece of roti prata that my mum had kindly bought for me..i thought the results would come in the morning like it did for me last semester,obviously it didn't..wasted one whole day waiting for my results..everytime i got a message i just froze..and Mato,after realising i was scared shitless about my results, saw this as an oppurtunity to mess with me and send me messages like "bet you thought it was the results","got you again"..haha it was quite fun actually..it was a good way to kill time...so after scaring the shit out of each other,mato wanted to get back to reading his book,so we put the phone down...and then the calls from my friends started coming.."priya what you get?"..haha i swear to god i couldn't breathe..i mean i honestly don't know how they send the messages cause i had to wait a good 15 minutes for mine to come...haha mato's never came..he had to go home and check it online..if that had been be i would have gne psycho man..ok so anyway..i was at the com and then i got the message..i checked the number and it was my results.i nearly pissed in my pants man fuck..haha so i read it..and screamed..i honestly couldn't believe what i was reading...i ran up and down my house screaming away..okok so i got a B+ for all my subjects..cept MBS and my GPA is 3.0 (4.0 is the highest you can get)..so all you over-compettitve,weird, cunt slags that're probably going "o..right it's only B's" you can kis my brown ass cause it's a big deal to me..so screw you=)..i can finally enjoy my hols...doing......DRAMA!..excellent...

Soo..after i got my results i changed and went to holland-v to meet the rest of the biatches for dinner-Kristy's going off to cheng mai and she won't be around for stacey's farewell (she's going to japan for a year)..so we just met..sat at the starbucks..chilled..then went to eat at this place..the food looked gross but it tasted heavenly and the company was EXCELLENT..as always my ladies..so then after we went back to starbucks and chilled and then headed home...

Today was spent in school for drama's AGM..was fun lah...then after that ashwin,mato,syaf and myself headed to boat quay ( mato wanted to get a job there)..so after he applied for it we walked to the Bk at raffels place..and OMG...guess who i see?..that Miles guy..who's one of cleos' most eligible bachelors...he's even hotter in real life...hahaa..much hotter...ok so anyway we went to Bk, finished eating and then went to slack at that garden place at raffels place whilst mato and ashwin finished their beers...and chill we did..what with the non-stop entertainment we got from this guy who was either drunk or crazy and who was making all these noises...so then after finally finishing their beers and feeling a bit high, mato and ashwin wanted to go have some seesha and forced the 2 of us to go..so we headed down to arab street and had ourselves some seesha..glad i went though..it was fun..haha..so yeap..all in all it's been a great 2 days...hopefully the rest of my hols would be the same..

' If You Leave'-Nada Surf

If you leave, don't leave now
Please don't take my heart away
Promise me just one more night
Then we'll go our separate ways
We always had time on our sides
Now it's fading fast
Every second every moment
We've gotta make it last

I touch you once, I touch you twice
I won't let go at any price
I need you now like I needed you then
You always said we'd still be friends someday

If you leave, I won't cry
I won't waste a single day
But if you leave, don't look back
I'll be running the other way
Seven years went under the bridge
Like time was standing still
Heaven knows what happens now
You've gotta say you will

I touch you once, I touch you twice
I won't let go at any price
I need you now like I needed you then
You always said we'd meet again someday

day, day, day

I touch you once I touch you twice
I won't let go at any price
I need you now like I needed you then
You always said we'd meet again someday

(ha, ha, ha, ha, ha)

If you leave
if you leave
Don't look back
Don't look back

...till next time fellas..catch you on the flipside=)

Hello there everybody...well it's finally update time!..haha ok so...

1) schools finally out!..thank fucking god..it's about time..i swear i think if it had gone on any longer i'd just have shot myself..so hopefully all that studying for the exmas will pay of..*closes eyes and prays*..hais..i really don't know..it feels as if it can go either way..i just hope i don't have to sit for a sup..i reallyy really hope i don't..and seeing as how schools ended and i will be changing classes next sem what better time than now to pay tribute to my classmates..so to all of 1l04,it's been a good year, what with our up's and down's but hey..who gives right?..i mean we've made it through our first year in poly and that's all that matters :)...now i can't wait to see who's gna be in my class next sem..and that will help me decide if i'm gna be excited to start school at all...i just hope i get nice,fun ppl and not paranoid,over-competittive werido's..

2) insecurity..that about sums up alot of what i'm feeling right now...it's extremely stupid i know..i've never felt this way about myself EVER...never ever..and it's pretty scary..i mean i just tell myself that i'm thinking this way cause of a certain turn of recent events..and i know it's probably cause of that..but then i can't help but think..all this while i've always thought of myself as confident and yet when something fucking stupid and dumb like this comes along,i get a bit paranoid and o yes..very fucking insecure..i mean 3 years ago if anyone had told me that this would be me now,i'd have laughed my ass off in disbelief..i really never imgined myself becoming this way..i mean what happened to the priya who was funny? who was in your face?.who didn't care what ppl thought?..ok i still don't care what most people think...just some..and no i'm not that funny anymore i'm bloody anal...and n0 i actually care what other ppl feel now...fuck man i swear..honestly...why have i become like this?????..god i really don't know how i got myself into this shithole..okok i mean i know how i got myself in..hapened about 3 years ago...ques is how do i get myself out?..looks like palts has to go on a journey of self-discovery..2 years ago(2004) i got the lead in my school's 150th anniversary play..i played a woman, Elizabeth who was confused about the choices she had made etcetc..now i'm a firm believer of "everything happens for a reason"..and i knew the moment i got that role that there was a reason for it all happening this way..i just didn't know what ...because the role was freakily similar to the situation i'm in now...very similar...and i think i know what the reason for my getting that role is now:to help me better understand this phase im going through.talk about god working in mysterious ways...hahaa

3) lastly..well the hols have arrived!..yay!!..so time to stick to my plan of doing jackshit all day..it's about time i start working...buttt.......i nvr have so i'd like to keep it that way...ok well gtg now..drama tomorrow!...yay..haha smth bout this that gets me excited..

so till next time fellas...catch you on the flipside=)