Tuesday, February 14, 2006
the saddest poem
hello there everybody..well it's Valentines day..the day of love,the day of great heated passion,the day of sweet nothings,the day of..yeah whatever..Bullshit i say..yesyes..palts..forever the pessimist..*sobs and boohoos*..so anyway schools gna be out in like 2 wks time..honestly can't wait for that to happen..can't wait to just let loose and do jackshit all day=)..excellent..but for now i've to study till my brains spill outta my ear..*enter gross visuals*..just hope i'm not in for a Sup man..i'm praying i don't..yes you heard me right..i'm actually PRAYING..looks like only devine intervention can save me now..hais..
So anyway i had the strangest dream last night...it was extremely odd that i dreamt of this person whom i haven't spoken to or seen in ages..hmm..sign?..haha i don't know...i don't usually believe in all of this..and i still don't actually..and i've blogged about this before in one of my previous posts so instead of me boring you with repeating myself..i think it's the 2nd post in septembers archive..go read..:)..
Well i think i better get back to studying before heading of for dinner...but before i go i'm gna leave you with a poem by Pablo Neruda i got off Tani's blog..(Http://tanipunani.blogspot.com).. i read it and nearly cried..its so meaningful..strange thing is tani told me stace ,herself and myself read it and thought of our ex's..intresting..maybe it's just something about tt poem that brings back memories..or maybe its just the words that are so powerful..but whatever it is..haha and the irony of posting this on Valentines day...hais..i miss my babies..no..not my babies perse..Tanya,Stacey,Ara,Jo,Kristy,Soph,Debo..hais..cant wait to see them again..
THE SADDEST POEM by Pablo Neruda
I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.
Write, for instance: "The night is full of stars,and the stars, blue, shiver in the distance."The night wind whirls in the sky and sings.
I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.
On nights like this, I held her in my arms.
I kissed her so many times under the infinite sky.
She loved me, sometimes I loved her.
How could I not have loved her large, still eyes?
I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.
To think I don't have her.
To feel that I've lost her.
To hear the immense night, more immense without her.
And the poem falls to the soul as dew to grass.
What does it matter that my love couldn't keep her.
The night is full of stars and she is not with me.That's all.
Far away, someone sings.
Far away.
My soul is lost without her.
As if to bring her near, my eyes search for her.
My heart searches for her and she is not with me.
The same night that whitens the same trees.
We, we who were, we are the same no longer.
I no longer love her, true, but how much I loved her.My voice searched the wind to touch her ear.
Someone else's.
She will be someone else's.
As she once belonged to my kisses.
Her voice, her light body.
Her infinite eyes.
I no longer love her, true, but perhaps I love her.
Love is so short and oblivion so long.
Because on nights like this I held her in my arms, my soul is lost without her.Although this may be the last pain she causes me, and this may be the last poem I write for her.
..till next time fellas..catch you on the flipside=)
So anyway i had the strangest dream last night...it was extremely odd that i dreamt of this person whom i haven't spoken to or seen in ages..hmm..sign?..haha i don't know...i don't usually believe in all of this..and i still don't actually..and i've blogged about this before in one of my previous posts so instead of me boring you with repeating myself..i think it's the 2nd post in septembers archive..go read..:)..
Well i think i better get back to studying before heading of for dinner...but before i go i'm gna leave you with a poem by Pablo Neruda i got off Tani's blog..(Http://tanipunani.blogspot.com).. i read it and nearly cried..its so meaningful..strange thing is tani told me stace ,herself and myself read it and thought of our ex's..intresting..maybe it's just something about tt poem that brings back memories..or maybe its just the words that are so powerful..but whatever it is..haha and the irony of posting this on Valentines day...hais..i miss my babies..no..not my babies perse..Tanya,Stacey,Ara,Jo,Kristy,Soph,Debo..hais..cant wait to see them again..
THE SADDEST POEM by Pablo Neruda
I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.
Write, for instance: "The night is full of stars,and the stars, blue, shiver in the distance."The night wind whirls in the sky and sings.
I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.
On nights like this, I held her in my arms.
I kissed her so many times under the infinite sky.
She loved me, sometimes I loved her.
How could I not have loved her large, still eyes?
I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.
To think I don't have her.
To feel that I've lost her.
To hear the immense night, more immense without her.
And the poem falls to the soul as dew to grass.
What does it matter that my love couldn't keep her.
The night is full of stars and she is not with me.That's all.
Far away, someone sings.
Far away.
My soul is lost without her.
As if to bring her near, my eyes search for her.
My heart searches for her and she is not with me.
The same night that whitens the same trees.
We, we who were, we are the same no longer.
I no longer love her, true, but how much I loved her.My voice searched the wind to touch her ear.
Someone else's.
She will be someone else's.
As she once belonged to my kisses.
Her voice, her light body.
Her infinite eyes.
I no longer love her, true, but perhaps I love her.
Love is so short and oblivion so long.
Because on nights like this I held her in my arms, my soul is lost without her.Although this may be the last pain she causes me, and this may be the last poem I write for her.
..till next time fellas..catch you on the flipside=)
# posted by palts @ 7:37 PM 
