quintessential

Ever come across a song that fits your present state of mind or situation so perfectly its as if your life was spied on whilst writting the song?..This song fits so well to what i'm feeling right now..so well..its scary.I honestly can't help but think and think whilst listening to this song..the words are sooooooooooooooo meanigful its not even funny anymore..


"Sway"(Bic Runga)



Don't stray
Don't ever go away
I should be much too smart for this
You know it gets the better
Of me Sometimes
When you and I collide
I fall into an ocean of you
Pull me out in time
Don't let me drown
Let me down
I say it's all because of you


And here I
Go
Losing my Control
I'm practising your name
So I can say it
To your face it doesn't
Seem right
To look you in the eye
And let all the things
You mean to me
Come tumbling out my mouth
Indeed it's time
Tell you why
I say it's Infinitely true


Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you

And there's no cur
eAnd no way to be sure
Why everythings turned inside out
Instilling so much doubt
It makes me so tired
I feel so uninspired


My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart
And nowIt all turns sour
Come sweeten
Every afternoon


Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
Say you'll Stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
Its all because of you
Its all because of you


Now it all turns sour
Come sweeten
Every afternoon
It's timeTell you why


Say you'll stay
I say it'sInfinitely true
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
Say you'll stay
Its all because of you
Its all because of you

cause afer all when one door shuts the other opens right?....till next time fellas..catch you on the flipside=)

Hello hello..well update time..the performance at ngee ann for IPDS wasn't that bad..seeing as how it was put up like the day before..pretty cool..i must say Drama Tec is seriously a very talented bunch..so anyway the rest of the week was pretty much very open-house oriented..which was BAD..cause i completely slacked of and did very minimal work..hais..

So open house was ok..pretty fun actually..took part in the LT show for law..the rest of the LT shows (namely Business and CMM) were funny..Leroy came down on friday..which was cool..cause i was actually meaning to talk to him to explain the reason for tt little incident that happened..haha..hopefully it got cleared up..

Satarday(last day of open house)..thank god..cause it was actually gettign pretty tiring..met Charmaine and her freind Rachel in school..took them around..showed them the school..hopefully they enjoyed themselves..what with the non stop free entertainment they got from Mato..went for jam and hop..well the starting part of it at least..Dominics performance was nice..he sings well..and his girlfriend looks EXACTLY like Charmaine..uncanny i tell u..so anyway me,Maine and Rachel left..and just on time at tt cause we got to the butop and ot started to rain..haha so much for jam and hop..

Maine and i got a cab down to cassurina curry..the place sucks now man..i prefered it at the old place (a few doors away)..the food was better..and so was the service..hais..klok i mean the food was okay lah but only okay..stuffed ourselves and sent maine off on her way..got back showered and got worried sick waiting for my parents to get back frm my uncles engagement party..heard it was fun though..

Today!...ah yes today!!..met ANGEL!! (close friend of mine who's back frm aussie land for a while) and Elenor for mass..like the good old days..cept it was only 3 of us and last time it was like 8 of us?..so anyway after that we went to have lunch at the hawker center at the back of chruch as Angel and Ele had to go for some sex talk organised in church..i heard it and burst out laughing..i honestly don't know why they watsed their time..it owould have been the same okd bullshit they tell us everyother oppurtunity they get .."pre-marital sex is wrong".."don't fornicate".."your body is a temple"..yeahyeah..same shit different day..

Got home..and slept like a fat pig..god i'm sucha slob i swear..and i didn't sleep for like an hour or two..i slet for 5 hrs!...fuck man..so i woke up and just lazed around and did No studying at all..way to go priya..keep it up and you can just dream of not talking a supp..hais..so i really hope this week goes by fast and i make it a fruitful one..


" Part-Time Lover" (copeland)

Call up, ring once, hang up the phone.
To let me know you made it home.
Don't want nothing to be wrong with part-time lover.


If she's with me I'll blink the lights.
To let you know tonights the night.
For me and you my part-time lover.

We are undercover passions on the run,
love up against the sun.
We are strangers by day, lovers by night.
Knowing it's so wrong, feeling so right

If I'm with friends and we should meet.
Just pass my by, don't even speak
Know the word's "discreet" when part-time lovers.

But if there's some emergency.
Have a male friend to ask for me.
Then she won't seem to be my part-time lover

We are undercover passions on the run,
Chasing love up against the sun.
We are strangers by day, lovers by night.
Knowing it's so wrong, feeling so right.

I've got something that I should tell.
Last night someone rang our doorbell.
It was not you, part-time lover


And then a man called our exchange.
But did not want to leave his name.
Two can play the game of part-time lovers.

We are undercover passions on the run.
Chasing love up against the sun.
We are strangers by day, lovers by night.
Knowing it's so wrong, feeling so right.

...till next time fellas..catch you on the flipside=)

Hello there everybody..well it's 13 days into the new year and i must say it hasn't gone by so badly after all..cept the fact tt it's been really bz..hais..well tt's life i guess..better learn to succumb to it like i would a deadly,sickly,gross disease.Anyway i went back to IJ on sat for their open house..met clare,alts,tanya,sarah,jog and other ppl..man..it felt so good going back to IJ and meeting the teachers and catching up with my friends..and the school looks nice too..

Tuesday there was a lunch at my grannie's place..all my relatives came and had nice food to eat..was fun having them around..cracking jokes and what not..turns out one of the members from The Suns -rock group famous in aussie land,banned in spore once and featured most recently in the papers (3oth dec 2005)-is related to me..sunjay..nice guy though.not y0our typical rockstar lah..

So then the rest of the week has pretty much been abt drama rehersals and stuff like tt..went to Ngee Ann poly yeast for rehersals..god the arts centre there is so dogey.The toilets reminded me of a scene from a nightmare i once had..it was a very very bad case of dejavu..*shudders*..then got back to my grannies and stuffed myself like a pig..got a suprising call with unwanted news..

You know, its dawned on me how difficult it is to pretend and try to sound fine over the phone or in person when you actually deep down inside just feel like crying..no amount of acting in the world would allow me to pull tt off..but somehow yesterday i actually managed to pull it off..i actually manged to sound fine and alright when i recived the call..but i put the phone down,and for a good 1 min i actually could'nt put a finger on what i was feeling..i teared and then went on like nth had ever happened..which quite honestly scared me..

So anyway tomorrow's our performance at Ngee Ann..hope it goes well and i don't screw up..haha..there's actually alot more things i'd like to say..BUT..i guess somethings are better left unsaid..

"Sleep" (copeland)

Am I sleeping with my eyes wide
Am I alone?
Am I staring into bright lights
Have I gone home?
I must be dreaming when I'm sitting here
On someone else's throne
Am I sleeping with my eyes wide
Won't you let me know?

Will I wake to find you waiting by my bedside?
Will I wake to find you waiting by my side?
Will I wake to find you waiting by my bedside?
Will I wake to find you waiting by my side?

Am I sleeping with my eyes wide
Am I alone?
Am I following the lines on faces never shone?
I want to see your hairline, your cheekbones
Your red lips on your cell phone
Won't you let me know?

Will I wake to find you waiting by my bedside?
Will I wake to find you waiting by my side?
Will I wake to find you waiting by my bedside?
Will I wake to find you waiting by my side?

Will I wake to find you waiting by my bedside?
Will I wake to find you waiting by my side?
Will I wake to find you waiting by my bedside?
Will I wake to find you waiting by my side?


Till next time fellas..catch you on the flipside=)