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Hello hello there...well lets see update for the week..this weeks been pretty uptight,scary and weird..i think this weeks the closest i've been to loosing someone close to me..(my grandfather) not that i'm close to him or anything but.. its actually quite scary when u come to think of it..my g-pa has been in and out of hospital this whole year and he went back in on weds again and got admitted to the ICU for a various number of health reasons..and when i say he's bad i mean he's "lets arrange for the funeral" bad...it was scary being in the ICU level,which by the way i hate..i hate hospitals in general cause of all the sick and dying ppl..even breathing in the air is weird for me..i mean think of all the germs and bacteria in the ventilation and the air conditioning..and these patients,well at least most of them, don't get to go out and breathe in the fresh air and get sunlight..so imagine the amt of bacteria in their lungs,skin.. *irkes*..so anyway the ICU level where my g-pa was admitted in was like a scene from 6 Feet Under..it was like a godamn funeral was takin place in the waiting area with the ppl wailing,sobbing,shouting,yelling..and when you get into the main wards..its like your in a spaceship cause each of the patients get an individual room with a sliding glass door and are connected to all these odd machines and euipment..like aliens from mars are using them as specimens..anyway my g-pa was in one of them and we went to see him and he was bad..i cld tell my dad was very worried..and scared..heck i've nvr seen the man like that before..so cause of the current state my g-pa was in..which is my dear reader..sick and dying..my parents decided to cancel my sisters bday party sheduled for fri and to have a small gathering instead...just a few of my sisters friends..which was a waste cause everything was set for firday..the presents,food..etc..but nvm tt..on sat morning thankfully my g-pa was out of icu..only cause his condition stabled..the key word here being STABLED..not necessarily good...but STABLE and we went to visit him together with the whole jing-bang..and tts when i realised tt my dads side of the family takes the word "dysfuctional" to a whole new level..i tell you all i have to do is sit back record their conversatins and put it into script.and i'll win an emmy..or an oscar...and kick Arrested Development outta the game..jesus chirst..im not gna write down wat was said/happened jus to save me from embarresement..and you too my dear reader because rest assured you'll feel embarresed for yourself and me if i shld mention anything..hais...anyways...on a lighter note..chirstmas is coming!!!!!..yay!...haha can't wait..i love x'mas..god this year ha moved sooo fast....its amazing...just another...... 84 days.....and the count down begins...=so till next time..catch you on the flipside..=)