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why hello there!..ok..well i can finally breathe easy..got my results back yesterday morning in an SMS..jesus chirst..i woke up all groggy and shit and then i get a msg..so i'm like o..who's this..and i open it and the first thing i see are my results!.. but thankfully i don't have to take any supps and i did meet my goals for this sem..so i can enjoy the rest of the hols in peace..thank god!..prayers really do come true..so let me see how i'm gonna spend the rest of the hols..i'l be in school for drama..studying for my math and science and volunteering!..(i volunteer at margret drive special school..M.D.S.S during my hols)..love the kids there..love them i tell you..its the most eye-opening experience i could've ever asked for..so anyway..i've decided that when i get married..* to a hot spainard*i'm gonna have a massive house party..and when i say massive i mean with music blasting,old and young dancing...i mean the whole nine yards!..and what you may ask has inspired me?..well..i was on my way home from lau pa sat yesterday and i was walking into my estate when i heard this distant familiar beat..i walk in a bit more and i see alot of cars and party lights and i realise that familiar beat is from a bhangra song..at this point i'm like wow..cause the whole house had been turned into a disco..the basement of theri house had been turned into a dance floor.DJ and all!..it was soo nice watching it all..everyone happy and dancing..its was sucha family oriented thing..its was soo cool..it turned out the eldest daughter was getting married to this french guy..and the father of the bride was esthetic..he was like "come in!..come in and dance!"..cool man..so yeah..i want my pre-marraige party to be like that..but either then that nothing much in my life right now..pretty much just boring..so till next time..catch you on the flipside=)

hello hello my fair counterparts!..what is up on thee?..so lets take a look back on whats happened in my life the past 3 days..well nth much actually..weekend was pretty boring..in fact it was very very boring/mundane.i hate boring/mundane weekends..hais..but monday!...o monday yes...now that was the highlight..so seeing as how my mums not gna let me get a job,(she has this werid theory which i'm not gna mention cause its werid and would thus lead to my embarresment)..i'm pretty much just doing jobs that just kinda come by like my filiming project and yesterday a wrokshop help by the idea factroy.Let me tell you more about what the idea factory does.they bacilly organise workshops for teachers/principles and what the principles/teachers have to do is divide themselves into 4 grps and folow the "study subject" (in this case me and 3other students) around to theri places of intrest,ther hangouts whilst learning more about the "specimen",u know so they canlearn more about teens today.now think about this.you are like a tourguide of sorts bringing them to your places and tellin them about yourself,what you do..everything... basiclly just being yourself..and the teachers HAVE to follow you..and the best part is...you get paid $100 bucks for it!...jesus christ!..i thought they were shitting me..until they handed me the money which i'm gna put in my "operation Chirsmaca fund"(a fund to save money till x'mas so i can buy whatever i want during x'mas)..so i brought them to my fav places like Topshop...love that place..boarders and starbucks..and after it was all over i bumped into steph met sam fam n went to eat..then i saw this nice top at forever 21 which i'm gna by for my uncles wedding..overall it ws a pretty cool day...so till next time...catch you on the flipside=)

ok so update on my life.thursday was fun!..went out with ryan and dominic.was reaaaallly fun.we went to pasir ris beach and were acting like a bunch of kids..i swear..we were like a bunch of lunatics (esp me) playing on those odd contraptions,screaming and shouting.jesus chirst...then we went to have dinner which was cool..the atmosphere was really romantic..it was breezy and the music was good....cept for the beginning where they were playing weird chinese music but either than that it was a great day..helped take my mind off things a bit.in fact it helped take my mind off things alot..till i got home and just zoned out.i felt soo weird once i got home..i msged kathi (guy i reallly love but who evidently doen'st feel the same way)..but didn't any reply.u have no idea how shitty that felt.i cldnt sleep at all just waiting for his reply which by the way NEVER came.but that wouldn't be of any matter anymore seeing as how i lost my handphone.god i swear y life prides itself on perfect timing.so let me tell you,my dear reader how it all began.so i went to school yesterday for drama meeting which was cool cause melvyn and i are gonna be dircetors for GREESE!..yay!..can't wait..this is gna be big..innit melvyn?..so after drama i met ryan to go to james house to do some damage control cause we're both feeling very shitty due to respective people..not gonna mention names just in case they decide to sue me for defamation of chracter or smth..and well drank a bit there and took a bus hm which by the way is smth i'm NEVER gna do EVEER!..cause i was pretty high which i must say i covered up pretty well.i felt like puking on the bus and peeing but all this while i' m pretty sure i had my hp n my bag cause i remember getting off the bus telling my mum that i was cabbibg hm cause well i was "tired"..and in the taxi i am very sure i had my hp in my bag cause i was hugging it and my bag is pretty deep so its difficult for my hp to fall out off my bag,i got hm left my bag in the hall went to get the cash n went back out to pay the driver.then i went striaght up to sleep but i came down like an hour ago to find y bag in the kitchen with my hp and my drama meeting sgenda missing..so i have 2 suspects.my mum or my fat little pig of a sister pavitra..i'm going to get to the bottom of this...and so the mystery continues..till next time..catch you on the flipside=)

I've been driving for an hour
Just talking to the rain
You say I've been driving you crazyand its keeping you away
So just give me one good reason
Tell me why I should stay'
Cause I dont wanna waste another momentin saying things we never meant to say

And I Take it just a little bit
I, hold my breath and count to ten
I, I've been waiting for a chance to let you in

If I just breathe
Let it fill the space betweenI'll know everything is alright
Breathe
Every little piece of me
You'll seeEverything is alright
If I just breathe

Well it's all so overrated
In not saying how you feel
So you end up watching chances fade
And wondering what's real

And I Give you just a little time
I, Wonder if you realize
I've been waiting till
I see it in your eyes

If I just breathe
Let it fill the space between
I'll know everything is alright
Breathe,
Every little piece of me
You'll seeEverything is alright
If I just breathe
Breathe

So I whisper in the dark,
Hoping you hear me
Do you hear me?

If I just breathe
Let it fill the space between
I'll know everything is alright
Breathe,
Every little piece of me
You'll see Everything is alright
Everything is alright if i just breathe...
breathe

I've been driving for an hour
Just talking to the rain

this is such a great song.i love it.it's soo feel good..
anyway..congradulations on your new life =)

hello you.just woke up from my sleep.frickin tired i tell you.filming last night/this morning...very early morning was fun.very fun.let me tell y0u how it started.i met my cousin kavitah(who's the mastermind behind this whole thing) and the rest of the cast at mustafa cafe.then we went back outside to get our makeup done.TIME CHECK: 11pm.and there were suprisingly still quite a number of people at mustafas.so after makeup we went to the perfume section for the first scene with me and my on screen two-timing boyfriend John who plays Ruben.but for convinience sack i am going to call him john a.k.a ruben.but i figure tats gna be too long so i'll just call him ruben.TIME CHECK:11.45pm.so we start on the first scene when ruben sprayed me in the eyes with perfume.so technicly before the fisrt scene started i said ok "cut".but i know ruben didn't mean it,he ws prob nervous cause he knows my dad and was afraid that my dad would beat him up after watching the scene cause it was well..kinda pornish.but its all in the name of acting!..and well that scene took frickin long.it amazes me how a scene that on tv takes 5 mins to watch takes 3 hrs to shoot cause by the time we were done TIME CHECK: 3.45pm..hais..that's why i'd choose theatre any day!..k so we we decided to give ruben a bit of time to get into charcter cause that nutwag didn't memorise his lines.and whilst that happened we movedo another scene that was also quite fun.i realise by now,you my dear reader might be thinking.."is she being sarcastic when she says fun?"..no i'm not..no seree..it's just my extreme exhaustion..we moved to the next scene which involved ruben talking to his other gf who just so happens to be at mustafas at the same time just a few aisles away!..haha talk about coincidence..so that was fun but again it too about an hour TIME CHECK:4.45pm..hmm..i realise this is takin too long..so i'll just fastforward.we shot the rest of the scenes and by the time we were done low and behold it was 6am!..geesh..talk about mid-night maddness!..so i came home showerd, slept,woke up and now blogging..so till next time my fair counterparts..catch you on the flipside=)

hello,hello..still dweling in my wonderment of getting a blog.haha i find this whole blog idea rather exciting.anyhoo's..had a really strange dream last night.i realise i always have rather strange dreams.dreamt i was in ACJC, it was my first day there and i couldn't find my class..and all of a sudden my primary school tamil tacher mrs.Veera appears telling me to go to the general office...really weird..i wonder if dreams really do contain omeans that tell you something about yourself or your present state of mind.i've always believed that dreams are just a 'recycling' of your subconsious mind regarding that partucular days events,sights etc.but is it really?..my grandmother swears that dreams tell you something..like a forwarning system in your head preparing you for something and she has a few good/creepy/eery/werid ass dreams to justify the way she feels...but ah well..its raining cats and dogs now..thank god there's no school cause nice cool rainy days with a warm bed DON'T go well with school.AND i cannot wait till later..whoot!..going to mustafa's to do filming.can't tell you folks exactly what it is but it's a short story in mustafa's...very mid-summer nights dream esq..and i'm acting in it!..excellent....have to be there at 10.30pm..till 6am..can't wait..till next time..catch you on the flipside =)

ok..so i'm back..THANK YOU TANYA NETTO for helping me do my blog up=)..yesyes..so i'm talkin to ryan now-(close friend of mine from tp).just had some lovely lovely bbq chicken wings tt my dad bought for me.feel kinda bad cause we got into an argument n i was bitching abt him n he bought me bbq chicken wings.today was a very interesting day.it really amazes me how sometimes when you have a plan and are really extremely veryvery excited about it something will come along n spoil it for you and for that particular person you planned it with.It's as if god says to himself "i'm bored..earth is one helluva boring place i mean can't they come up with something better then a war or a hurricane?...i know....let me have some fun!..i'm going to play a game with a certain human by the name of priya.i'm going to spoil her day!..oo i cannnot wait to see the look on her face when she finds out she can't go for the thing she's sooo superly duperly hyped and excited about"..and in an instant i get a phone call spoiling EVERYTHING i had planned one week for.haha its funny when you think of it.i don't have anything against god.i love him but it really seems like he does this on purpose sometimes.i mean i know everything happens for a reason..but why bad reasons?..i was lookin forward to this alot.and this certain someone thinks i did it on purpose..which i didn't..see what i mean..why do the reasons have to be bad??..hais..on a lighter note..i spoke to Tanya ( very close friend of mine) just now.i dunno she has this way of makin me feel better no matter how pissed/upset/sick/annoyed/etc i am.thank god for friends!..till next time..catch you on the flipside =)

well hello hello.who would've thought.i've decided to get a blog!..yay!..ok so i guess i'll pen my thoughts about my o so interstingly boring life here.haha im excited.ok then until i blog u next..i say HOUSTON WE HAVE TAKE OFF!..=)